The makers of this panel shared moving words about Ruben’s life. This label quotes their historic document directly.
“Ruben died homeless, living the last year of his life at shelters and on the streets of Champaign-Urbana.
Ruben denied his illness and refused treatment. Ruben also had a mental illness, which had much to do with his homelessness and ability to understand how best to care for himself. The door represents all the doors that were shut to him.
Ruben could be full of energy and life despite his trouble. He often spoke of dressing [in] drag, for which he had a talent. He talked of going to Trinidad as if it were a paradise. His Trinidad was in Colorado, however, where he hoped to gain peace with a sex change operation. The dress sewn onto the panel symbolizes this side of Ruben.
Ruben’s favorite hobby was writing lyrics and collecting 45s, which he played for hours at a time. Even when he did not have a home, he carried notebooks full of his lyrics around with him. The music notes represent this aspect of his life. Ruben spent years of his life in prison.... He was sentenced to 3 years in prison for stealing food to eat when he was homeless. Ruben seemed different after this occurred—less full of life, more to himself. And then he was sick and we all lost Ruben.
Ruben’s last name is not used as his family has not given their permission.”
Panel made by Oliver Bell, Tia Simms, and Fred Fearday.